love's awakening: 2007

Sunday, April 1, 2007

My best friend

I want to dedicate this post to my husband. The man i plan on spending eternity with. In todays society marraiges come and go. most failing because offinances. Its sad and we need to find hope. Joe ualong with our baby are myworld. I couldnt imagine life without you. you treat me like im mrs. perfect. You hold me like i might brake. you have a huge heart a wonderful smile and you make me happy. together soon we will be. Life is magical! are marrage can be to if we embrace it like we did while we were dating starting freshevery day. i am waiting for you to bring us home. please put a rush order in. we are ready for shipping. warning we need food and cant be left out in the rain and we need lots of asffection.
hugs kisses and stars to wishon i will love you always and forever. Eternity isnt long enough.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

I love you!

How hard is it to say? I love you! such a powerful phrase. I love your smile! I love your frown! I love the way you make me feel inside! There is usually one special person inour lives we tell this to. That special someone who fills our heart with joy. I'm going tob tell you a secret. YES YOU! the person who is reading this blog. I love you for your individuality. I love you as one with all. All the things that make you special to god.That seems to be everything about you. Yes I loveyou! My greatest loves goes out to my daughter but my heart is big and there is plenty of room for you! Do u love me in return? I really hope so but it isnt a problem ifyou dont. As long as you know how I feel towards you. Love is all and everything! If you wantmy help finding eternal love never shy fromasking. I dont have all the answersbut ican point you in the right direction.

Tuesday, March 6, 2007

reaching for a dream

I haven't wrote a post in a while because I have been extremely busty with work and my daughter. there is never a free moment. that's what I'm going to discuss today. I have so many dream sand desires so many things I want out of life. I want my own home on at least a ten acre property. I want to be on the beech a lot of the year. I want the time and money to travel. To see the world. I want to be able to buy new shoes and not worry its going to cost to much. the way we are tot to go to school get a good ob and devote all your time and energy into it doesn't work. I have decided to join the TEAM! A group of individuals who want to see my dreams come true. It will take a lot of time and work in the beginning but after that initial hard work I will receive my rewards and i can continue to work in the time i choice to help my dreamed grow bigger and bigger. I wont have to bust my butt for minimum wage. I wont have to do anything illegal, But the rewards will be magical. I just have to follow the system like others did who are making wonderful incomes and enjoying their lives. will it happen over night no. will i have to change old ideas and beliefs yes. But it will all in the end give me the life i desire. I want ultimate love but at the same time i want all of my dreams to come true for me and for you all of you.

Monday, February 26, 2007

people in my life

I am not very good at rhyming but I am good at sharing my feelings
I have someone in my life that causes me pain.
I have someone in my life that fills my heart with love.
I have friends who I could talk with all night long.
I also have others I just wish would shut up!
I have people in my life who rejoice in life.
I have others who live in depression.
I have people who make me smile
There are others who just seem boring.
I have people I agree with.
Then there are others in which I just listen to patently
I am no saint.
I am no angel.
I am just me.
But I welcome people into my life from all different worlds.
We may not get along or agree but I will welcome you with open arms if you need a friend.
Remember the oneness with all.
No one is right or wrong it’s all just a matter of different opinions.
Do opinions really make much of a difference?
Why so much fighting over them
Love one and all
I will not judge yet I may not agree.

Sunday, February 25, 2007

The power of positive thinking

I handwritten in a few days because life has been pretty hectic.The first i want to say is I love you to my husband. we are far apart right now but i think of him every moment of every day. I love you knight! Did you know every thought you think produces results in your day. The more positive the out look the more positive the results. I have been testing this theory and it has proven to be 100% true. When normally i have a rough morning it leads to a rough day at work which leads to a rough night the past two weeks i have only been positive and the results a stunning i haven't had a bad day all week i have made more tips then normal and while other girls a work are getting hard work mine has been smooth leaving me so i can do extra work peace fully. Me and my daughter are getting along better and i am getting closer and closer to the lord. Thank the lord for the freedom to think what ever we choose and let the love keep growing.
Hugs kisses and stars to wish on to all of my friends out there. And special kisses to my beloved.

Monday, February 19, 2007

A n piece of advise

For all those who read my posts. To my good friends and strangers I may never know exist.
Have faith believe, chase after your dreams. Nothing in life is imposable! It is all possible with belief. Scientific evidence reveals ones thoughts can even cure the deadliest of diseases. Remember to ever day sit down and right down your dream or wish ten or fifteen times. As you are doing this visualize it. See it in your mind. Believe it to already be true. Your mind is there to bring you your dreams. It is you who decides how you use it. Negative thoughts and feelings are going to bring negative things into your life. If you see the positive it will come. Is patience a virtue yes it will be your good friend because it may not happen today but if you see and say it over and over again it wont take long to see the positive changes in your life bringing you closer to your goal. I believe in you. Please dear friends believe in yourselves.

Sunday, February 18, 2007

a butiful day

Today was a butiful day!the whether stayed between 63 and 7o all daywith a light breeze. I walked to and from work which is a hour and a half walk. I have always been afraid of the dark as a child and the dark. That is beginning to change. I am relizing whatwethink and say is going to become our lives for the minds energy is a powerful tool. I relized when walkinghome to night aslong as i ask god for protection and believed i wassafe i was. Nothing can happen to us unless we aprove it. Some peoplemight agrue this by saying so many things have happened in there lives theydidnt aprove. But deep down I believethis is true we just dont relize most of thethoughts and feelings that go through us. I made it home saftly after walkinga hour and a half at midnight. It is a step and anothergrowing block to my life. everyday i learn something new about lifeand myself. God bless all of u and sweet dreams. float into the heavens hear on earth!

Thursday, February 15, 2007

Tough choices

Another day has come and gone. New people Ive met new expierences and many more tough choices. A good friend told me not to feel sorry for myself. We all need to hear that every now and then. If you really think about it whats the point in it? when we are feeling sorry for our selves we are not in the mind set to take action in our lives. Right now with the help of the lord i am making a lot of changes in my life. I am loosing a lot of bad and gaining the good. But its not easy. It takes a lot of courage and faith. Do you think god is punishing you bye presenting you with tough choices. Such a silly thought. These choices are put hear for a reason. To show us are strengths and to help us grow as life revolves. If everything was simple then what would be the point? There would be no lessons to learn. I am in the process if cutting important people out of my life. Is it because I don't Love those people? No never as I have said i am learning to love all. Its because those people are not blessing my life in a positive way right now and may be harming me or my daughter un intently. Does this mean these people will always remain separate? No i can not say that because like the wind flows freely day by day so do the people in our lives. Maybe when the time is right these people will carry with them positive energy that i will need. Only the lord knows the answer to this.

God bless all those who take the time to listen to my words

Om namah shivaya

lethis blessings fill our souls.

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

oneness

Another day brings a new teaching. Oneness thats a very big word. It isnt just me or you it isnt just one, religion one contry, or one world. It means everyone everywere. The oneness is to be celebrated to be understood. That is were i am at right now in the begining to understanding oneness and how it effects everything in everyday. There were three writings given to me to help me understand this love and oneness. I want to share them with you. Nowits up to you whether you readthem or not. you areat a different level in your life and we may read them and understand them in different ways but thats ok because though we are one we live seperate lives. take these readings if u like and let them bless your lives.
http://www.deeptrancenow.com/babaji_unfathomable.pdf
http://www.deeptrancenow.com/invitationtolove.pdf
http://www.deeptrancenow.com/sacredmessagesforparents.pdf
Do you know its raining outside? probably not because you arnt hear. Well its raining out side and its a magical thing. Its like a cleance for the earth away to bath away all the pain and sorrow. To give us all new hope for tomorrow. Have you ever danced in the rain let it fall on your skin. That is a part of the heaven hear on earth a part of joy from god. I love the rain I love to play in the rain with someone I love. I also love to play in the snow to feel like a inocent child with not acare in the world. Im sitting hear while its raining outside with many candles lit in my room. Fire is another magical thing another blessing from god. Some people fear the fire and associate it to evil. Dont fear fire for fire also heals and brings blessings into your life. every home needs a fire in it burning 24 hours aday. to help cleanse the energy in the home. Bon fires are big examples of this. Have you ever sat around a big bon fire and noticed the mood? People are more open to talk and to share. open to laugh and love and sharea good time. well i have done a lot of rabling tonight and its time for this sleepy head to close her eyes so blessings to all of you with all of my heart. remember if you need a friend i always make room for more.

Sunday, February 4, 2007

The begining

All journeys have a beginning. My begining started by reading a book the changed my whole perspective on religion and life. It didnt change in a bad way it just grew to a new understanding. The book that starded my journey was breaking the dealth habit by Leorand Orr. This book was amazing and from the time I began to read it I couldnt put it down. It was the awakening to spiritual imortality. but what really caught my attiontion was the word babaji from the time I heard his name i have researched everything about him i can. Well i got to leave for work so my story has a long way to go. so enjoy the beginning.

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

the Journey

This site is about me and my journey to reach the ultimate love. This is the love that is offered to everyone. The love I am learning we can all awaken. This is the love that will bring us immortality. Love is simplicity and truth. God sent people to our lives to teach us how to get there like Jesus, Buddha, Babaji, and all of the other holly people on earth. Along the way we have misunderstood the message and gotten confused. I am out to find real love. The love I can share with everyone. Join me on my journey. Help me see your ways to find god love and divine energy.

love's awakening